Do. Re. MiMi.

Dear Tumblr Diary,

Well, it looks like I haven’t posted here in a really long time. It’s about time I unleashed the power of the sun! … er … um, I mean unleash my inner cornyness unto the Tumblr world once again… MUAHAHA >.<  [insert evil villain laugh here]

My second semester of graduate school has begun, and it’s a lot more work than last semester was, for sure. I am taking 12 hours, instead of last semester’s 9. No wonder 9 is considered full time, because 12 is no joke! Looks like I’m going to have to really buckle down and study! Yikes.

I’m going to my university sponsored concert next month. Who’s performing? Oh, just this one guy named Drake. You’ve probably never heard of him… PSYCH! So pumped for this. It may be the one exciting thing I’ll end up going to all year. I wish I was able to do more exciting things, it’s just a bit hard for me to find said activities since I’m small and breakable. Le sigh. 

Keeping up with my shows as usual… The Voice just came back on, and every week reminds me of the huge crush I have on Adam Levine. Looks alone, he’s hot, but I definitely have a thing for musicians. YUM.

My current new favorite music artists are Outasight, Andy Grammer, and Allen Stone. I’ll post my favorite songs of them on here soon. Eargasms, you just wait!

Family time is awesome. I feel like since my brother has been back from Czech Republic, our family has gotten closer. We have a lot of fun time just catching up, gossiping, making fun of each other, annoying each other, etc. Conversations of marriage and relationships are becoming more frequent. I can’t believe I’m 23, and Jerry is 25… like prime marriage ages. So weird to think about. I’m both excited and scared about it, but inside I’m more scared that I won’t find anyone for me. I know God is thinking “Man Mimi, why are you worried about it? Just you wait! I got some cool things planned for you” … but it’s hard to remember that at times.

The one thing I want to improve in my life is my relationships with people. I feel so disconnected from the world, minus family life. What I really need is to just sit down with my friends and have heart to hearts with them. Talk for hours on end, and reconnect, remembering why we used to be such good friends. I really miss that. Dinners at busy places, movies, bars, they’re all great. But I can’t reconnect the way I want to. I want to know what your deepest desire is, what is making you sad lately, what are your fears, etc. I want this, no… I need this. 

Thanks for listening Tumblr Diary. When there’s no one else to listen, you (and God) are always there 24/7. :)

Breaking Bad

I’ve just caught up with all 4 complete seasons, and OH.MY.GAWSH it’s amazing. I am starting to realize I kind of like the dark side tv has to offer. I liked Prison Break, because he tried to break his brother out of jail. Only later though, we realized the brother was framed…

However, this show is a lot more gory, dark, and it really makes you think. There is a fine line between doing what’s good, and doing things with good intentions.

A chemistry teacher with cancer wants to leave some money behind for when he passes away, so he can take care of his family. So he starts cooking meth to make a ton of money, thinking he would die in a few months. It’s against the law, but he’s just gonna die anyways, so what’s the harm? Well, when he realizes the cancer is getting better, he’s kind of stuck as the cook, because well, drug dealers aren’t the nicest people in town, if you didn’t know… 

This show really makes you think about life… we humans do bad things all the time, but we rationalize our actions to make ourselves feel better about what we’re doing. The things people do for money, to protect themselves and their family is endless… and when they go through with some terrible actions, their psychological state takes a turn for the worse.

If you haven’t seen Breaking Bad… seriously try it. SO GOOD.

You know when you walk into a room and forget why you went in there? That’s God playing Sims, he just canceled your action.

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